What i need to do now is focus my existing situation , i can do it ! Today, the experiment we did yesterday was failed, that's means we have to figure it out , otherwise we could not continue doing the following experiments. Tomorrow i have a whole day workshop , i can only do my report on sunday , hope that i can write out the running report on time. Played badminton whole day, i feel tired now. And i am very thank you to chen ning that he willing to come to play badminton at night . I feel guilty sometimes, i just blame on him for not willing to come to play . After blaming on him , then he came . I did not expect he will come,so i do really feel guilty .
昨天睡觉时，想了很多东西， 想象想要和家人拥抱的情景，想要抱妈妈， 外婆，爸爸，姐姐和哥哥。感觉跟他们拥抱过后，我心理会舒服和安心很多很多。可能这就是巨蟹座的天性，我感觉星座有时真的很准确，我觉得巨蟹座很多都符合我的性格。人都很自私， 我们大家都希望自己本身都有一个安全感，万事都希望自己是在安全稳定的范围，不希望被受到威胁。我也是如此啊。
睡觉的时候突然想到我初二的时候参加的跳舞比赛，当时我的舞伴是柔昉，就这样我一边想一边很开心，就突然间会想回以前发生的事情。到现在如此，我还是觉得柔昉真的很漂亮，只能去怪我当时什么都不做吧，有时候觉得自己不是单纯，只是我真的很无知。想回当时她离开转去商科，馨敏和老师都哭，结果搞得大家都很伤心这样子，现在想回去我都觉的当时好夸张喔。脑子里就这样充满了这些回忆。就这样在facebook 看到她的照片， 然后晚上就想了很多这样的事情。
打完了球之后，真的心情很不开心。。。可能全部不开心的事情都堆在一起了。
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