Today i did a lot of mistakes in the lab , i should not did a mistake in dilution anymore. Nobody blame on me , i know they did not blame on me , my emotion still also affected a little bit because of my mistaken. Then i continue did some mistakes again, haiz ....
After dinner , talked to teddy , he asked me to go , he said if i did not go , he doesn't what to talk to winsor and sam . I feel a little bit happy , because i can give happiness to others . I believe that the energy stone which tied with me helped giving me energy. He asked me what's wrong with winsor to other malaysians. I did not reply him and keep avoiding his question. I asked him to left the question to winsor . I am also glad that winsor just ask me to go for the book exhibition , i always try to maintain a friend relationship with him. Luckily , one pretty local girl asked me the direction of canteen , she said 饭堂 , i never heard of this cantonese words before, finally i answered her , but she just look so depressed, seems like this is her first time come to HKUST.
Just now i saw what chen ning had posted something on his wall. I think even he go back to home , he also do the same things like in UST , but the difference is the people around him , his family and his friends , and because of his family his relatives his friends, then make him more busier . Therefore, his life would not be alone. He said he feels like he is a rubbish in this world . For me i would not feel like this, maybe because i go to lab everyday . I never think of contributing to the social and this world, am i too selfish ? Maybe going through a period of times , i will only find it .
After watching kang xi lai le today , i also played some self photo taking just now . But i don't like those photos , because not handsome. I still believe that i can be more handsome , i rarely played self photo taking , i don't even know which angle will be more perfect . Moreover, i am using mac book camera, the screen is too big. I always have some worries to have eyes contact directly with others, because i don't have confidence . When people look at me and talking, then i will face down and use my ears to listen , i am lack of confidence to have a direct eyes contact with others . Hope that i can change my bad habit
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