10 July 2012

It has been long time i haven't seen my grand mum. Yesterday night, i talked to her through the Skype. Mum told me that she feels pain these few days , especially the bones, doctor said that because of " Feng Shi" . When people get older, and they have a lot of healthy problem. And this time i go back , because i wanna see my grand mum , my dog, my friends and my family . Sometimes when i watched some documentary films, and even i compare my situations with my peers , i think i should always glad that i am living in a safety place without considering too much of the burdens. I really don't have the rights to complain so much . Hope that i can be trained under this situation without depending on my parents.

" First Step'' , when you step out the first step, many problems and unwilling things can be solved. Many times we always judge the things without experience, and only when you try, then you will get used to it. The first time come to university , first time chasing girl , first time having UROP , first time doing the translator .....etc. There have a lot of unexpected things happened , you would not have so much times to predict the things happen. So, the only things can do , just go straight along and taste it , then we get the experience.  I don't want to waste so much time to worry about other people's judgment !!! They look down at me , they think that these students would not have a future, these students would not have earn so much money than them ....... , and i think i should not waste any seconds or any minutes to listening or caring about their judgement or criticism . I am I , they are they , maybe one day i will be much more stronger than you , who knows >??