27 July 2012

I have never been eating alone in UST , i am not afraid , and i also want to try if i got the chance to do it. It will be very cool, i had seen many people looking at their phone when eating alone. I like to eat with others because i would not feel nothing to do when eating.

Yesterday, winsor ate with us, when he talked , only chen ning talked to him , jun kang and kok ling seems like ignoring him , and adery seems like simply answer him. I don't know how to describe the situation, is like in that situation, i did not really listen to him , everything was blanking on my mind. Today Jun kang told me about the same situation , he asked something among the URAO staffs, but they seems like ignoring him. I feel like somehow sorry for him, he's not bad, but he has to suffer these. I believe when people have been longer tortured in their life, they will be more stronger .

Today , something funny happened , i was keep laughing and laughing. When Syne said " Diu" , then i asked Justin: "What it the meaning of '' diu '', he said it is a foul language in cantonese, he said he never use this word '' diu'' , then he asked me what foul languages are used in Malaysia, i told him that our foul languages are similar to taiwan foul languages, then i said ''ji bai'' , he said "ji bai ????'' What so funny is he keep saying jibai jibai jibai many times , then i can't stop laughing when he said jibai , then he told me in cantonese that's a word also called jibai-- 自闭, i only found that he did not aware of the word jibai . I don't even aware of this word in cantonese , now only i know it. After that , i joked with him by asking why he is so jibai--自闭 when he sitting on the chair swing and swing. Then wilson also said jibai that word, all local people think that it is 自闭, i was laughing without stopping when he mentioned that word again. Foul languages can be so funny ........

I think susan and all the other E square staffs are so optimistic. They are respect to me by remembering my name , also show understanding to me . Their customer services are very well . Even the people attend only few people , but she just seems like so optimistic. Don't know whether they are use to it or it is not a big deal for them. Those who unwilling to attend maybe because they already know that mentees will ignore them like Justin told me today , or they just want the certificates --- realistic. Susan try her best to provide us free lunch when we attend the workshop or help them to work. This is the strategy of people-oriented. But not that many people willing to work with them, i don't know what they people think , hope that E square I also can be worked normally and successfully like other department. Maybe the attitudes of the mentees are also the main problem, because this is the attitude of local students think of engineering , and that's the difference between engineering and business school.

When people staying in a unsafe , unstable place , they will scare and worry , some may complain , some may give up , some may just ignore it , some may have confidence. I remembered those professor praised for the performance of the interviewers last year, i was there , those students were very active during the interview. I don't know whether the performance of the interview will be that consistent with their performance in UST or not .

Sam had told me that she is writing a book about the life of hers , maybe after going back to malaysia, i also want to try it , it will be valuable for my next generation. Unluckily , i rarely taking photo , and photo only taken much in university , however i will try my best to describe the life of mine in a book.