Lab experience

25/06/2012

This morning, i have an unpleasant feeling because i am gonna have a meeting with my professor again today. But i kept telling myself that i can conquer it as long as i don't think negatively. Unfortunately, i felt very nervous during the meeting because my TA wasn't there with me. He kept asking questions that my partner and me also did not know how to reply. When he asked :" Did Syne separate the task to you guys". I said:" Erm , Syne has not assign any works yet to us . My partner Justin said : Erm, he....." Then he repeated his question again , in the moment, i was freaking nervous : OMG , what the hell .... Then we just answer :NO!
I think he just want us to answer a short sentence . Maybe this is his style , i have to use to it. Although he was so strict to us , kept giving pressure to us , but in the final he praise us for doing a good report . But actually we were not the one who did the report, it was Syne.

Professor told us that we have to take initiative to ask questions , research is not only about the technical skills, you have to think about and read those literature given by him, think Why we  have to use that , why it is like this , what is that those problems .In the next day , Justin and me started taking initiative to ask , and i did a lot of reading and searching the information in order to understand completely about the project they are carrying out now ! Nevertheless, the more information i had prepared and read does not mean that i understand it completely , i have to think more deeply and ask question or discuss with Justin .

I was so tired yesterday , because i did the experiment with Justin by our-self without the assistance from my TA, of course , we did ask some question when facing some problems. And now , i am sitting in the computer barn , writing blog , waiting them for the lunch then i will go back to the lab. Every time after having lunch , i feel like wanna to sleep . So sleeepyyyyyyyy!! 


I like the lyrics here: What doesn't kill you make me strong !!! From Kelly Clarkson