21 June 2012

Today is my second day , wake up at 840 am , and helped my sister to post her bridal gown to malaysia through post office which located in my school . After that , i went to see Syne. Today i feel like quite embarrassed , because i do have a lot of things i don't know , and they think i know instead. Like i don't even know how to use the Syringe pump , and some apparatus inside the chemical laboratory . I think they expected me i had learnt or maybe i did many experiments in my high school , but it seems opposite. So i feel a little bit regret that i did not take the experience seriously in my high school . If i had tried and worked it by myself , i may know how to do it now .  I feel disappointed because i am only know how to study , but i don't know how to use basic method of handling chemical apparatus inside the laboratory.

Luckily , Syne is quite good to me , as he doesn't laugh at me , he is a good person .If the guy who appoint me is my professor , i think i am going to be kicked out and failed it . I did very slow today , Syne do assign me several task , like weighting and pouring the chemicals to another chemicals , but Syne did a lot for me . Thank God, also thank to him . Hope that my tomorrow  schedule will be much more better , i can did it very well ! I did many mistakes today like contaminated the apparatus when pouring the chemicals, i have to be reminded never ever do this mistake again.

I also did the economic survey , it's easy to earn the money , i had earned 83 HKD for 1 hour , but it is kind of boring and lame . I almost fall asleep when doing the questions , have to wait for others to reply , and i don't know why people have to think so long when doing the questions. Whatever la , i use my earning to have a good dinner, so at least i feel satisfied.

Adery told me that he had invited Veronica for breakfast this morning . What the hell ! His action is so quick . I really feel a little bit down . The reason is because if compare his approaching girl skills to me ,  i am really falling behind of him and not good at it. I hope that i should take more action to any girls i like , so that i would not lost any chance to chase a girl . He is so brave even he looks not man , and i am so lousy , that's why i think i should be become brave in facing these affairs.